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So this is the writers life. I am a college graduate looking for a way to get my writing out to the world. I want everyone to enjoy what I write, because I feel that my writing will affect someones life, in one way or another. My only problem is that I need to work on my grammar and mechanics, so please bear with me

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Sunday, September 26, 2010

A Family

A Family
By. Devin Owens

Is a family someone who has your back?

No, scratch that is a family something?

Yes, something that fills in the cracks

In fact, is a family really a mom and dad?

Is a family just a word that you heard?

When you were growing up that your mom,

Dad, aunt, and uncle confirmed?

Is family something we learn? To make

Our chest warm, slowly turning to heart burn

Hold on, maybe a family is a safety net

That we can always fall into

Is it that simple? See some might argue that point

And say it’s a mother’s warmth and a father’s strength

Or a fathers warmth and a mothers strength

Either way, there are no missing pieces to this puzzle

Does family keep you out of trouble?

Or is it better when you’re in trouble with them

Oh, I know, family is a secret people won’t understand

And there is no woman or man who ever will

Is family water that stays still because it’s a constant?

But if that were the case then so would day and night

They’re brother and sister, no…that isn’t right

Wait, they’re husband and wife

Everything synchronized, everyone does their part

A whole bunch of strings like they were attached to a harp

Playing a beautiful melody, calming every heart

A family is love, no matter who’s there or where you go

A family is arguing, leading to making up

A family jumps into danger when one member is stuck

A family says you’re right, even when you’re wrong

Whenever you’re weak, they make you feel strong

They’re everything I just said they were

They’re everything that you won’t even admit

Probably out of the fear that they’ll get up and quit

But family is more than mom and dad, brother and sister

They’re aunts and uncles, cousins and friends

Cats and dogs, cradled in the hands of God

Whether you’re angry, sad, happy or mad

In the end, family is all that we have

It's Hard Being Black

It’s Hard Being Black

By. Devin Owens

Oppression, Racism, the KKK

Nowadays that’s all my race has to say

Forgive don’t forget, because once it slips our minds

Then our climb would’ve been for nothing

But even today we’re still suffering

And no one ever stopped to think: It’s hard to be black

Matter of fact, did you know we’re three races in one

Light, medium, and dark, like you trying to adjust

The picture on a TV. Once my own race sees me

I’m not black; I’m yellow…since when was I a banana

But I try to stay mellow to the blissful ignorance.

In the work place I’ll get the last laugh

Though my skin color is the only thing they don’t look past

They don’t care if I can read or that I’m good at math

But that I’m light skinned and the closest they’ll get to a

Diverse white man, if you’re medium your chances

Are as slim as a push pin, and if you’re dark,

You can’t even get your foot in

We’re still looked down upon like everyone’s a giant

And we’re placed under the microscope in hopes

That we pass the test that’s omitted to the rest

Cool, cool, cool, guess MLK’s speech doest mean much

Because we’re still complaining on how much life sucks

And we’re stuck hoping someone will give a fuck

And extend their hands, looking past the years of

Stereotypes that are so ground in that bleach can’t remove it

Only hope that some day we’ll stop being stupid

And find outlets other than music, it’s not useless

I know it’s hard but we can still prove it

And at least on this we can agree

There is no bigger threat than a black person with a degree

Making real money, crossing out the minimum fee’s

Damn, sounds pretty good doesn’t it?

All that’s left is for us to start seeing it

Success, its hard being black, but I enjoy being it

Monday, August 23, 2010

Is Dreaming Crazy

Is Dreaming Crazy

Is dreaming still considered crazy?

Doing something you love and maybe

Getting paid in the process, to be happy

Instead of only settling, expanding your wings

And taking to new heights since the sky is the limit

But now everyone sets limits on creativity

From written and visually, pictures taken digitally

Who’s to say a waterfall can’t flow upwards

Or that you can’t make up words

Why set boundaries, when you had to think

Out of them to make them, why not break them

Or take them and remake them, or come up

With your own rules and replace them

Is it crazy to dream, even in negativity?

Hostility that’s expressed so modestly

Keeping idea’s locked up in fear of rejection

But we’re only hurting ourselves with our own protection

Kind of funny, like there’s been a label switch

Poison mixed with dream bottles, and you don’t

Know which is which, or what to go with

But if the sky’s the limit, then why aren’t we outside

Playing like kids, the freest of thinkers

Who think it only takes a little magic dust to fly

So don’t sleep in a box, but dream of the sky

Only through that will creativity survive

Is it so crazy to want to live a dream?

Things so serene, a picture perfect scene

So my question is

Is dreaming crazy, or is it crazy not to dream?

Hip Hop Paper

This is a paper I wrote for someone, for a contest that she entered. And it happened to reach the top ten. So tell me what you all think of it. Because you really don't want to see the one she initially wrote, horrible



I believe the hip hop culture has a negative influence on children today. Hip hop/ rap tend to have a negative effect on inner city youth, along with suburban children. The music itself glorifies gang violence, disrespect towards women, and disrespect towards the race. Though music has come a long way, hip hop has only made and developed the idea that a certain type of lifestyle that is accustomed to violence, sex, and drugs is okay. And unfortunately, with the way hip hop is continuing, only darker days are ahead.
It is no secret that gang related issues coincides with the rap culture. From artist such as Lil’ Wayne shouting out the Blood call “soowoo” and wearing a red bandana constantly throughout his videos, to Snoop Dogg repeatedly saying what side his blue flag hangs out of, which is the symbol for Crips. As children see this they begin to feel they can relate to the artist, or feel that the entire lifestyle of a gang member is fun. On the contrary, when a gang member is initiated in to a gang, they go through a “jump-in” process, which involves other gang members beating up the potential member, possibly to the point of death. As the glorified gang culture is spread, more children become influenced, buying firearms, selling drugs, and fighting. This also breeds killers and continues to increase the idea of stereotypes among black men.
In most hip hop songs, there are lyrics that are degrading to women. In Soulja Boy’s hit single “Crank Dat Soulja Boy” he is heard referring to women as “hoes”. Now, when the song came out the rapper was still in his teens, the youth. This is a prime example because this is a kid, no older than 16 or 17, rapping about women in a derogatory manner. How was this influenced? Well, veteran rappers like to refer to women as “bitches”, which is the start of it all. Not to mention, in hip hop videos that are prone to insult women, different women are dancing and receive the title of “Video Vixens” or “Video Hoes”. This is what the hip hop culture has done to women. It has created women such as Karrine Steffans (Superhead), and Andrea Herrera (Kat Stacks). Both of these women are known in the hip hop world for sleeping with different rappers and being disrespected by them, and as a result, they have become the poster children for hip hop prostitutes, and the models of ridicule among social networks. This isn’t good for teens because if their favorite rapper is seen treating a woman badly, what is stopping them from mimicking their idol, and doing what they do?
Hip hop is not only offensive to women, but to the primary race that embraces the culture – African American. In the song “Real Nigga Roll Call” the artist known as Lil’ Jon is heard screaming out the word “nigga” profusely throughout the entire song. The word “nigga”, though truly only meaning ignorant, has been the permanent stamp among the African American culture since slave times. And as a race who wants to get away from racism, and blaming white people for their misfortune, why do that? Why give so much power and influence to a word that the race is trying to escape from? Most rappers continue to use this word throughout all their song, serious or not, normally referring to their friends or someone they don’t like. This is considered racism within a race, the hate of your own race, and that’s what hip hop is influencing. This gives teenagers the wrong idea about how to treat their fellow man. The songs give the illusion that it is fine to refer to an African American as a “nigga” or white children might feel that it is fine to recite the lyrics from one of their favorite hip hop songs, using that word. This is the wrong message to send out, and it will continue to breed more racism within a race. And the mentality of racism will never disappear because of it.
In conclusion, hip hop is negatively influencing the youth as a whole. The idea of glorified gang violence to emulate their favorite hip hop icon and being drawn into a world that could possibly kill them isn’t the way the youth should be raised. Treating women in such a way that starts a chain reaction, this could lead to more serious charges such as children born out of wedlock or domestic abuse. And, finally, racism within the race, it needs to stop. The lifestyle that is portrayed in the videos doesn’t begin to cover the full spectrum of what the life truly entails. Hip hop has basically said, “It’s okay to be nothing as long as you can rhyme.” No, that is not what is needed. Children need to graduate and become accustomed to a life that is more suitable for them, something to be proud of.

My Apologies

Sorry everyone. For those who really care, I've been in a bad spot lately and haven't really known how to handle it. You see, I've been back and forth with people, attempted to find a job, but not sure if this is the type of employment that I'm looking for currently, family drama, female issues, so its just been all types of bad. But I promise that I will start posting more things for you to read. Thank you for bearing with me.

Friday, June 18, 2010

Legacy Never Dies: The Vampires Love Chapter 1 excerpt

Chapter 1

The sun rose up over the horizon for the start of a new day. A gently breeze blew outside as clouds started to roll in. It looked as if rain was coming, because the clouds darkened in color as the wafted across the sky. Leaves began to detach from the branches they were connected to, falling, and as they fell towards the ground, they began to age rapidly. Like the descent represented life itself, because by the time one of the leaves had hit the ground, the aging process had stopped and they had transitioned from a forest green to a decaying brown.
A man had been standing there, like he was the cause of the leaves dying. Walking over to one, he crouched down, and ever-so-gently tried to pick up one of the decaying leaves. But as soon as his ghostly white fingers touched it, it began to crumble like a sand castle that had been trampled. Breaking in to fragments, the small bits flew off as the wind started to pick up. Like every small fragment had grown wings and left on its own accord, but it again it was only the wind. As the fragments blew away, the man stood up and sped away down the seemingly abandoned street.
Once the man had left, the clouds lightened up and disappeared, the wind had ceased, but the leaves regained none of their original luster or zeal. As the clouds pulled back, a light shone back down on a neighborhood that was initially blocked by cloud cover.
A curtain was pulled back from a window, which belonged to a house that the tree was rooted in front of. Daniel Hellings stood and gazed out the window, with a perplexed expression plastered on his face. Could’ve sworn I saw someone standing out there, he thought to him self. He shrugged the feeling off and continued to get ready for the end of summer open house, which every student, up and coming and returning, was welcomed to.
Daniel Hellings was 16 years old and attending Bluestone High. He was going in to his sophomore year, but he was less than excited. Nothing exciting ever happened in Bluestone, Virginia. The most exciting thing to happen, within the past two years, was a small fire that was started from a rag that was left on the stove. Other than that, life was normally dull.
Daniel took a deep breath, yawning afterwards and ruffling his brown hair. The light shone in through the window and brightened up his dark room. His room was clean, and everything was neatly arranged. He walked over to his dresser drawers, opened it, and pulled out the clothes he was going to wear for the day.
Leaving his room, he walked to the bathroom. Once his shower was done, he wiped the condensation off of the mirror, and looked at him self.
“Ugh, back to school.” Daniel complained. “Hopefully something excited will happen this year, but I’m not counting on it. I mean, come on, it’s Bluestone. Nothing exciting ever happens here.”
“Daniel,” his mother called up to him. “If you don’t hurry up and get down here, you’re going to miss the open house and all that good food they normally have.”
His mothers attempt to get him excited only made Daniels movements more sluggish. Turning and looking at the door, he scowled a look at would offend anyone. He then, cut on the water, brushed his teeth, taking as long as possible to prolong the events of the day.
Finally ready to leave, he heard the door bell ring. Running to the window, Daniel look out it and saw that is was Will Rhymeless, he could tell by the old, beat-up Chevy that was parked out on the curb. Gliding down the stairs, like he wore the boots of Hermes, Daniel opened the front door to greet his friend.
Daniels mother, Anne stood behind him, while his father, Mitch, was in the kitchen reading the morning paper.
Will and Daniel were two friends who rarely separated. Whenever there was an event anywhere, those two were normally there. And the only reason Daniel had ever considered going to the open house was because he knew that Will was going.
“Hey, what’s up, man?” Will said, entering the house and slapping Daniels hand as he came down.
“It’s nice to see you again, Will.” Anne said. “Are you excited to go the open house?”
“Very much so, Mrs. Hellings,” Daniel stood there, smirking because he knew that Will hadn’t meant anything he had said. He knew that Will probably loathed the idea, if not more than Daniel him self. The main reason Will had ever went to any event was to talk to the co-eds.
To Will, Daniel was his wingman. Whenever there was a girl he wanted to talk to, Daniel would talk boldly about his friend, talking his name up to which ever girl he was infatuated with. That was the relationship those two had had.
Daniel was more of a turtle stuck in its shell, never wanting to come out and see what is really out there. He was more cautious than Will was, but, unfortunately, that made him less appealing to some of the girls he had a crush on, too.
“Alright, mom, we’re going to get going now, bye.” Daniel said, rushing out the door to avoid anymore questions.
The sun was bright, brighter than it was earlier. What a perfect day, Daniel thought, as he took in the morning air, strolling down his walk way to Will’s car. These were days that Daniel lived for, perfect. The day wasn’t too hot or too cold, there was a gentle breeze to compliment the weather, but as he walked towards the car, he noticed something that broke him out of his euphoric trace. The dead leaves lying on the ground.
When did that tree die, he thought to him self. Thought the rain would’ve kept it hydrated. And the other trees are doing just fine. He broke off his initial path towards the car and walked to where the leaves laid. Picking one up had the same affect as the leaf earlier that broke.
“What’s wrong, Daniel? It just a tree, getting a little overly sad, don’t you think?” Will said, questioning his friend as he opened up the front door of his car.
“Nothing, it’s just – I could’ve sworn these leaves were perfectly fine yesterday.”
“Forget it. It’s probably global warming. You already know what kind of effects it’s having on the earth. Get over it, man. We got hunnies to cruise for. Besides, what’s more important: getting the numbers of younger girls, or trying to figure why leaves are dead? That sounds like something a plant nut would do.”
“Whatever.”
Daniel crushed the leaf in his hand and let it fall back to the ground. The thought had passed, and he joined Will in the car.
As the car pulled off, there was a man standing down the street, looking at the car as it drove away from him. From the position he was standing at, a second later he was at tree in front of the Hellings’ residence. His expression was ghastly as he looked down at the dead leaves. But his facial composure was stern, serious as he crouched down to grab a leaf. It was a familiar scene to him, as the leaf crumbled away.
“Still can’t do it, can I?” he asked himself aloud. “I’m going to have to be a little more careful from now on.”
Rising to his feet again, he sped off down the street.
At the school, Will and had pulled in to the assigned parking spot they had given him in the parking lot of Bluestone High. There were a lot of tents set up around the campus, like the circus had come to town. A lot of the students were already mingling and eating and greeting one another. Since Will had been lucky in the drawing of parking spot lots, he was able to park near the front of the school.
The two boys got out and stretched their limbs. The car sputtered and hissed, from being such an old and worn model, that left the boys feeling a little embarrassed as a group of girls passed by, giggling at what they saw. Will turned around and kicked the bumper of it, causing it to unhinge and fall off.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Pissed Off (Rappin' to the Fed Up beat)

So my friends cousin and I decided to record me rapping, since you only get to here me every now and then. So enjoy Shadow rapping to DJ Khaled's "Fed Up" beat. I killed this shit. Forgive my pauses, I was running out of breath and my throat was kind of sore.